Sometimes you have to run away, just to see who will run after you
Sometimes you have to talk quieter, to see who’s listening,
Sometimes you have to step up in a fight, to see who’s by your side
Sometimes you have to make a wrong decision, to see who is there to fix it
Sometimes you have to let go of the one you love,,,just to see if they love you enough to come back
I went in search of a good life
A life where I’d choose what I want when I wanted
Family offered me love in exchange for my freedom
I had no choice
School promised me success;
Then gave me a test with no guarantee beyond that
Religion taught me free will
Yet I still had to obey
Politics asked me to choose;
But still made me beg for change
Society had set rules
If I had a choice then I wouldn’t conform
Love was accompanied by pain;
I could only persevere
Then I had the right to life;
Life gave me the moments to live for
If I had one choice;
Then I’d have the moments for life
Take me to hell with you
Strip me naked next to that fiery fire
Let the smoke find solace in my eyes
As the tears walk away in distress
They will find a shoulder to lean on in the sweat that walked that path
Tease me beauty… with your fingertips,
touch every inch of my body
Tease me with that fine nature scent
Enjoy your revenge
Like I enjoyed killing you
No apologies
I treasure every moment
Watching you writhe in pain put a smile in my heart
I thought you were faking it
Till there was just ashes
In hell we re-unite,me you and your cousins
I killed them too
Please don’t forgive me
Just keep that fire burning for eternity
I want the undone
That troubled soul
That wants that other thing
The Unspoken word,
I want to break out of this cocoon,
Something new, something odd
Not because I want to stand out
The spotlight just leaves everything else in the dark
I don’t need to prove nothing
I think your mind is different
A different route to the common destination,
Which is, nowhere in particular
It is not about the popular message
It is not about comforting my soul
It’s about a different message
That wasn’t appreciated in the beginning
I meditate to ascend to my eternal abode
I levitate but a swift tug pulls me downward
I twist my head to see who dares to hinder me
An angel with dark hair
And superior features
Who is she?perhaps my guide
Maybe she is an alien or siren to lure me.
I extend my arm to fondle her loveliness
And I shift her head closer
Hoping I could kiss such an esprit
To embrace her flame
To feel her smooth skin as our lips touch
She reacts in kind
Anxiously I ask her name
She answers in muteness
I am elated by her presence
And erupt with merriment
I feel vibrations ascend my spine reaching my crown
Again I ask her name
She replies with silence
I edge nearer, an accomplishment
Caressing her long hair; we tread
Another realm where lips interlock
Then she vanishes and my eyes open
Sometimes the worst sound
Is silence
Sometimes lost things
Don’t wnt to b found
Sometimes u love
Those u hate
Sometimes the best prize
Is not to win
Sometimes we learn
what cannot b taught
Sometimes u must obey
To defy
Sometimes plans change
By being followed
Sometimes life. . .
Is death
Sometimes loss…
Is better than gain
Sometimes pain…
Heals
Sometimes nothing
Is as it seems
Sometimes the END
Forms the BEGINNING…
*From the news i couldnt swallow the shock
Closing my eyes and openin them expectin to see you
Shutting my eyes completely expectin it to be a bad dream
I dream no more, nights full of reality
I feel your warm embrace whenever i tremble
The biggest HEART i have lived to knw,
The good times are safely treasured inside me,
It’s never the right time to leave, the pain that i am subjected to
Why the good are taken, that i will never understand.
:-*dedicated 2 Jenas:-*
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